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Thursday, April 21, 2005

I may be setting up another blog just on my feelings, but I don't think it would be too soon.

I was just thinking, for no reason, that why can't adults dream? I have personally stopped dreaming as much I used to. It's just growing up, with the many "buts" and "whys" in your life, but I think it's just that when adults hear small kids saying that they aspire to be astronauts or ballerinas etc, these same adults who went through that phase of life before would say "that is impossible. How many people actually become astronauts? Less than 1%. What about ballerinas? What's so good about the arts? You can't earn that much money!" If you all had actually scrutinized your copies of To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee, you would have seen that right at the beginning of the book, not the story I mean, she wrote that "Lawyers were once children too". I can't remember the exact words, but the meaning is there. Everyone once dreamt. But why do they stop dreaming after sometime? Is it because of growing up, or is it just humans ourselves, the way our brains are wired? Not that I know alot about neurology, but sometimes it just strikes me that it could well be the reason.

Enough of this "intellectual" nonsense before you all whip out your handphones and call the mental hospital to pack me in a straight jacket off to Woodbridge. Some quizes here.

eien?
the sad teen. Everything in life is f*ckin'
miserable. You constantly look over your
shoulder and wonder who is judging you...even
when you are alone. So naturally, you have
become a little paranoid and pessamistic. Your
personality can be one demensional but
confusing. You are constantly bored with life
and wish that something could spice it up. You
have a unique view on life and have identified
the problems with school society (Ex...what
makes popular people, how the student mind
works...) You would rather be alone because you
hate being hurt. You tend to think that no one
understands you, not even your parents /
guardians / friends. But that is just the
opposite! The people who love you want to
help, but they don't know how because they have
a feeling that they will say something wrong
and turn you away. You have to let them know
that you are willing to hear what they have to
say...and it might do some good to listen to
them.

Some fields you might consider going
in when you are older...Judge, author,
songwriter, producer, therapist, psychologist,
philosopher, or forensic scientist. You need a
job where you can express yourself and your
views on life. Or you need a field where you
can judge others and predict what is going on
in others life. Either way... you have the
personality to get you a good job that will
support you throughout life.


What type of teenager are you?
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witch
You are an Enchantress, somewhat an enigma,
you would love to change the world. You hold
strong views and, would love nothing more, to
use your magic to change the world around you.
When in conversation, you listen, take on their
comments, and fantasise how you could improve
things. Quite the idealist, you think you have
all the answers, whether for right or wrong.
You hold your intellect high, and believe you
can change the world! In a relationship, you
need a partner of high intellect!

The world
and you, often seems at odds, with you
frequently seeing things from a different point
of view.

You have a connection with nature,
often stating , that things will take their
natural course. Nevertheless, secretly, you
would like to use nature to your own
ends.

Your good points are that you are
intelligent, instigative and thoughtful. Your
bad points are, you can be single-minded,
misled and remorseless.

You feel that your
superior knowledge should astound everyone
around you; and you wish for respect from your
peers.

Yeah right... How true.

Fashions ugliness
Your wise quote is: "Fashion is a form of
ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter
it every six months" by Oscar Wilde.
You are a very sarcastic person with a sharp
tongue. You may not be the one always talking,
but your mind is nevertheless critizing. You
tend to have a cynical view on life itself and
be somewhat withdrawn with who you really are.
Society now is in your eyes corrupted and you
wonder how the world will survive. And people
are in your mind very ignorant and blind to the
reality.


What wise quote fits you?(pics) UPDATED
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I must say I agree with this...


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