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Author
The author is a paranoid, deranged and cynical misanthrope who records snippets of her life so that she will remember them when she grows old
and withered. The identities of any names or initials on this blog are based on the assumptions of the reader unless otherwise specified, and the author claims no responsibility for them.
Reality
The author somehow got into medical school. Yes, you of the general public, shudder and fear the wrath of an inept doctor.
I may be setting up another blog just on my feelings, but I don't think it would be too soon.
I was just thinking, for no reason, that why can't adults dream? I have personally stopped dreaming as much I used to. It's just growing up, with the many "buts" and "whys" in your life, but I think it's just that when adults hear small kids saying that they aspire to be astronauts or ballerinas etc, these same adults who went through that phase of life before would say "that is impossible. How many people actually become astronauts? Less than 1%. What about ballerinas? What's so good about the arts? You can't earn that much money!" If you all had actually scrutinized your copies of To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee, you would have seen that right at the beginning of the book, not the story I mean, she wrote that "Lawyers were once children too". I can't remember the exact words, but the meaning is there. Everyone once dreamt. But why do they stop dreaming after sometime? Is it because of growing up, or is it just humans ourselves, the way our brains are wired? Not that I know alot about neurology, but sometimes it just strikes me that it could well be the reason.
Enough of this "intellectual" nonsense before you all whip out your handphones and call the mental hospital to pack me in a straight jacket off to Woodbridge. Some quizes here.
the sad teen. Everything in life is f*ckin' miserable. You constantly look over your shoulder and wonder who is judging you...even when you are alone. So naturally, you have become a little paranoid and pessamistic. Your personality can be one demensional but confusing. You are constantly bored with life and wish that something could spice it up. You have a unique view on life and have identified the problems with school society (Ex...what makes popular people, how the student mind works...) You would rather be alone because you hate being hurt. You tend to think that no one understands you, not even your parents / guardians / friends. But that is just the opposite! The people who love you want to help, but they don't know how because they have a feeling that they will say something wrong and turn you away. You have to let them know that you are willing to hear what they have to say...and it might do some good to listen to them.
Some fields you might consider going in when you are older...Judge, author, songwriter, producer, therapist, psychologist, philosopher, or forensic scientist. You need a job where you can express yourself and your views on life. Or you need a field where you can judge others and predict what is going on in others life. Either way... you have the personality to get you a good job that will support you throughout life.
You are an Enchantress, somewhat an enigma, you would love to change the world. You hold strong views and, would love nothing more, to use your magic to change the world around you. When in conversation, you listen, take on their comments, and fantasise how you could improve things. Quite the idealist, you think you have all the answers, whether for right or wrong. You hold your intellect high, and believe you can change the world! In a relationship, you need a partner of high intellect!
The world and you, often seems at odds, with you frequently seeing things from a different point of view.
You have a connection with nature, often stating , that things will take their natural course. Nevertheless, secretly, you would like to use nature to your own ends.
Your good points are that you are intelligent, instigative and thoughtful. Your bad points are, you can be single-minded, misled and remorseless.
You feel that your superior knowledge should astound everyone around you; and you wish for respect from your peers.
Yeah right... How true.
Your wise quote is: "Fashion is a form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter it every six months" by Oscar Wilde. You are a very sarcastic person with a sharp tongue. You may not be the one always talking, but your mind is nevertheless critizing. You tend to have a cynical view on life itself and be somewhat withdrawn with who you really are. Society now is in your eyes corrupted and you wonder how the world will survive. And people are in your mind very ignorant and blind to the reality.