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Monday, January 31, 2005

anyway, i just finished a jigsaw on shockwave.com. just compared it with life. it's so similar, it's almost spooky... like it's like i nearly gave up halfway, coz i just cldnt do it... but finished it after abt half an hour? it was sorta hard... the pieces r just before u, but u dun know which fits. just like life. there r so many choices, but u dont know which it the right one for yourself. ok, let's get outta these dreary stuff. chinese was sorta ok 2dae... the radio thing was so funny. the girl weeping away... lolx. i m SADISTIC. lang arts was next. we moved our desks to the sides, then sat in a circle. everyone had to share their bio poem n b4 that, they had to do some dumb action, n for some reason, i thought of pointing my middle finger, but well... wld have been slaughtered. so just put 2 fingers up, but mrs ng sorta read my mind n asked if i was pointing my middle finger. spooky... read the "proper" poem. then xr read her poem, which was the one she did in class when i was doing my "improper" poem as well. so it's like i was sorta embarrassed, as her first line was abt me... lolx. then i asked bernice if i shld read my poem out, n she said i shld.. but i didnt really want to, so she told the class i had a poem that i wrote... so i had to say it. the class was sorta entertained. lolx. then it's like that was only abt 1/3 of the whole poem... i didnt wanna read the whole thing out, coz it's sorta crappy... had PE. shiru and pui had to lead in the run, n bernice in the warm up. after the warm up, ms chang asked everyone to sit, except my grp. so we had to demo abt some pitter-patter thing, which i think i missed last wk... ms chang said i was gd, but i didnt think so, coz i didnt really know that we were supposed to do the dumb running thing when she said pitter-patter. lolx. then we did it in our grps, n we were like "peanut butter, sandwich." lolx... played netball... a modified version which i think is just dumb n atrocious. was in shiru's grp. jiaying went over, n they were sorta pissed as we took all the "tall" people. almost all... it was 2-1 until the last SECOND. the other team scored at the last second. how delightful. it was darn dumb. sigh... what to do? recess. ms chang ate as hungrily as us into our RECESS. so in the end, i didnt have time to eat. n i was singing the huggies pampers ad after pe, the one that goes "i feeel gd.." lolx. we ate abit into class contact time, coz we had to change. we discussed abt the CNY deco stuff, n some pple cld stay back to do. i cld, but was sorta having a headache, so thought i didnt wanna stay back. mass dance. xr n i were so touched... ms lye, mr paul tan and mrs ng were doing the "feeelll... sooooo... gddd..." thing with us. manx... but nanzhongquan mrs ng n mr tan didnt do. mrs ng was talking to ms chang if i m not wrong... sigh. more complaints fulfilling their personal legend. lunch. was stuck with OM, as usual... was ITE after that. we had to fill some self-assessment sheet, which is on every subject. i got 56... it's like the stuff in there is so easy... lolx. then bern asked me for help, n it's like i was doing my own assignment, so i was sorta impatient. sorry bern, if i sounded irritated. went back to class after that. the people were doing decos, so i thought i wld as well stay back until 3 to help them. swept the floor, helped eun decide on what to do with some stuff, talked to pui abt some stuff, including cca n the cca mates... did the notice board words. n re-wrote the announcements, though my handwriting is.... so sorry if it is darn messy. those people who volunteered themselves during class contact time didnt really help... some even disappeared, while others were doing their own hw. how INTERESTING. did until abt 3.10, then went down n my mum was waiting. she didnt scold me, which was sorta amazing... she wanted me to go buy a dictionary from popular. ulterior motive... lolx. anyway, gtg alreadi. bb!

4:54 PM

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

rite. we(xr n i) were verbally clobbered by mrs ng. yea rite.. y didnt she clobber mingyi n pam? sheena's the luckiest though... she didnt even come. mrs ng kept changing our words... like is she 1: hearing impaired 2: doesnt understand simple english 3: just retarded n unable to understand what we said. i m rather pissed at the moment... like we thought that that kinda ques wld just b left alone coz it's so simple... in the end, she used it to kill us. she has commited a sin coz she has killed 2 mockingbirds. she just loves to pick on xr n i... then we didnt dare to tell her that we didnt really say that. then she blames us for not defending our stand. hello?!? she said it in such a menacing manner "so u think that atticus is not a mockingbird? *glares*" like what is that??? the world is really going to the dogs. "bark is more dangerous than bite". i really agree with that. anyway, i removed the pics as they took quite a long time to load. you can go to the 2 websites below to see them though!http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v290/jlsn2002/langarts1.bmp
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9:55 AM

Monday, January 17, 2005

just finished my flash thing.. yay. lolz. nothing to do now. shall talk abt the day. chi was sorta boring... i got called on to ans something n i didnt even finish doing it... so i was like blur... ans wrongly. sad... then was lang arts. i was sleeping as usual... when mrs ng was ranting abt the stuff i alreadi researched on but didnt bother to share. lolx... who wld listen? like so many pple were sleeping... i wanted to recommend a painted house by john grisham n beloved by toni morrison but didnt know how 2 pronounce toni morrison n knew that some pple wld gun me down as they know i m an avid fan of john grisham. lolx... so i got stared at n i stared too... i feel that lessons get too boring sometimes, especially pe. we run so slowly... i was rather bored yea? n i was sneezing through the whole day. *sneeze* i didnt fake that... i really did sneeze just now. sick... my sore throat is sorta ok alreadi, but got flu... mayb i wont go to sch tml. :D haha... maths tml. sigh... got that dumb quiz. wld prob have to read the textbk n try to understand... pe gets pretty irritating, with certain grp members. sigh. it's just DESTINY that that someone is in my grp. sorta got pissed but well... recess. drank h20, then ran back to class. class contact time was sorta boring. mrs ng was in a very bad mood. i wld have liked to remind her that frowning all the time wld only make her look older, but she wld have made me look dead. or rather make me dead. mass dance was dumb. didnt do much stuff except fool arnd with bao, xr, vinette, faus n chun hing... haha. xr n i sorta got scolded by mrs ng... btw, to xr. CONGRATS! u r comp studies rep! muahahaha... lunch. didnt eat much coz i didnt have the appetite. mayb go eat after this. spent the rest of the time doing the lang arts ppt with xr. the other 3 members of the grp havent even FINISHED the book. sheena is only at abt pg 30... mingyi is halfway n so is pam. sigh... we r so gonna die. ITE just ended... redid my mountain scene. lolx... anyway, shall go eat now. cya... bb!

2:10 PM

Sunday, January 16, 2005

sigh... i m so bored watching the tiger cup, so i shall update... let me write some Chinese New Year resolutions since i didnt write any for the New Year.
1: fight temptation of scolding some words like "sh*t" in front of people.
2: fight temptation of knocking zeena unconcious to get her to stay for SIA(sci).
3: do my hw on time n pay attention no matter how distracting my surroundings r.
4: fight temptation of writing some stuff in my personal journal.
5: try to do the nanzhongquan by reviving my short term memory.
6: call all my aunties n uncles during CNY n test my memory for names of relatives.
7: not think of mean but humorous stuff abt tchers during their lessons.
8: try to stay awake through whole of CCA pracs.
9: fight temptation of hitting some people(eg. my form teacher...)
10: stop writing long, boring letters to my poor mortal.
11: ignore some people instead of having to fight temptation of hitting them
12: stop making xr laugh when we r sitting together for lang arts(we wld both get glared at)
13: try to be more pure n innocent n not b so cynical(is it possible?)
14: reboot brain everytime it shuts down on me.
15: try not to b bored and resort to things like throwing tennis balls over to NJC just for fun(target shooting last yr...)
16: try to ignore incessant rantings abt morals by some teachers instead of thinking of their faces as dart-boards n doing TARGET PRACTISING
17: fight temptation to say/beat xr

Anyway, i guess that is enough... shall stop at my reg. no. haha... shall go off now. cya!

8:46 PM

Thursday, January 13, 2005

ok. let's talk abt 2day... like our grp was fretting over our rap/poem/whatever you think it is before lang arts lesson... then it's like mrs ng came too soon n it's like we didnt get to discuss what we wanted to discuss... the first grp was quite cool. liked the song. haha... *heyo heyo heyo* lolx... i was pretty conked out by the 2nd grp. socks as gloves... opps... it was the 3rd grp. 2nd grp was the alexandra one. they were playing arnd with words, which is sorta cool... our grp was last. i thought sheena acted well. haha... xr n i protested abt acting coz we cant act well... n sheena n guys said they cldnt rap, so we did the thing n they did the acting. class was pretty entertained. haha... i spoke mandarin during lang arts n mrs ng didnt throw me out. interesting rite? lolx... like she was picking on xr n i coz she knew that we def wrote most of the rap/poem/whatever... n she still went "who wrote the thing?". then she asked us how long we took... we didnt take that long coz we were crapping away most of the time. like i was tempted to put in a line with rudolph being depressed n wanting to kick M&M's ass(pls ask if u dunno who M&M is...) i shall give u a big clue. it's the person who didnt allow rudolph in. get it? lolx... ITE was so pro... FLASH MX!!! like it was my first time using it, n people were like frantically calling for xr n i... haha. i think xr's mountain looked pretty... fine. i shant criticise her work or she wld go crying away.. haha. then was recess. i went to the lib n found gone with the wind for eun. wasnt interested to read it though. i dun like romance... it's so boring. project work was some talk again... halfway, xr asked me to look up n i saw mrs ng putting her head on the wooden ledge. wonder y it didnt give way... anyway, she looked like she was biting the wood. haha... chinese. lao shi was in a really gd mood. she was like joking away... during lunch, xr n i went 2 the comp lab. for some reason, the internet was DOWN n OUT. lolx... we found a chi compre on the floor belonging to a girl from 3/8. after that, we set out on a quest to nowhere trying to find the rightful owner of that compre. honestly, xr n i confirmed our believes that it doesnt pay to do a gd deed in a sch like ours. we cldnt find the class n ended up late for our maths lesson. CME was quite boring... so was maths. then i had 2 rush off 4 cca... anyway, gtg fly alreadi. bb!

8:16 PM

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

yay! i have the time to update today! haha... anyway, like i was fretting over the history w/s until bernice told me that it was due in wk 3 instead. i m getting old... lolx. chinese was sorta ok... like lao shi was sweating so much. then someone said abt the guy telling the teacher to stuff their heads into the toilet bowl, n in the end, the teacher said u r forgiven.. i was thinking that bcoz he looked out and saw the toilet was under washing, so the teacher thought it was too clean n decided not to stuff their heads in. haha... lang arts. finally... i got away from my seat. lolx. then it's like our grp decided to do a rap.. n at first, pam drew a big bug on the paper n suggested we do something on a big fat ant. then mrs ng came along n said "what has a bug gotta do with the rap?" then at first, when we told her we were doing a rap, she was like "so u all will wear sunglasses n come up n go 'yo, yo, yo..." then xr n i were like stare at each other... it was so funny. like our trailer, the part when mdm mak didnt allow ruldolph into the sch coz he was a guy n ruldolph was so sad n said that mdm mak was very bad was so pro... i came up with the very bad part. haaha.. then it's like xr suggested ruldolph to go for a sex-change op n said those words so loudly when mrs ng was walking past, so it's like... haha. we continued doing it during recess, n like some pple tot we were nuts or something. speech training. it's like someone called our teacher shinny hair... his name is mao liang, so it's like literally it means shinny hair. lolx. he was so fussy abt how we pronounced our names. art was pretty ok. quite fun. it's like xr's grp suggested phoenix n now they have a really hard time drawing a phoenix... xr did a really abstract one, which looked more like a rabbit with a beak n wings. ok fine. i shldnt b so mean. lunch was spent on that rap thingy again. maths. like the teacher was like so soft again. i dunno what's wrong with her... but it's like abt half the class cant hear her, n she doesnt seem to bother. sigh... anyway, cca was after that, but by the time i got there, mr lee went off to another sch just 5 mins b4. haha... so we were dismissed. so i had no cca. haha. anyway, gtg. bb!

8:44 PM

Monday, January 10, 2005

hidy! decided to update after thinking for quite a long time... it's like i m sorta angry at the moment because of what happened today. so if any vulgaristic word comes out, my apologies. as i said in one of my earlier posts, the teacher is always right. i think one of us shld sacrifice our copy of the alchemist or we shld get a copy for ms chang for chinese new year. she shld learn to face up to reality like how santiago does n she shld also realise that not everyone is perfect, as santiago found out as well... like i think it's impossible for anyone in this world to be perfect... everyone has their pros n cons, so i mean like even though we are from one of the top schs, we arent perfect as well... u shld give us time to amend our errors instead of nagging at us abt such trivial things that most people dont bother abt. i mean, shit is a rather common word in our sch... n in the world as well. why must you make such a big fuss? it's so unnecessary... then mrs ng still spoke up for her... n after that, nobody dared to breathe a word abt it coz of what the high n mighty said. sigh... i will prob write an entry abt this in my personal journal. i feel that it's time we let the teachers know what we think. we shldnt b cowards n cower in a corner. i mean, if they wanna write it in the cockpit or whatever they call it, go ahead. i m just writing down my honest thoughts. i feel that the sch's thinking is just so conservative. how do they expect us to go far in life if they make our thinking just so narrow n stuff??? n to think ms chang talked abt the "real world"... i cant believe it. like if u go to aus, the aussies like u to speak in their lang. so if u go to america on a scholarship next time n speak like a typical singaporean, they wont understand u!!! sigh... so she was saying something abt if u dont act like a lady, u shldnt b in the sch. so she's chasing us all out? if all people who r not ladies shldnt b in the sch, the sch wldnt have anyone. everyone has a feminine n a masculine side! most of the time, the masculine side comes out during times when u r active, or in other words, pe lessons. n i hate it is that she must keep beating around the bush. hello?! stop wasting our time! just go bang into the bush n like hit ur head or something ok? we are not stopping u at all. we r not offended! urrgh... i thought mrs ng wld have understood, but well... she's just the same as all of them after all. n what she said abt hating the sch's ways n stuff, she still sides it. how interesting... i think if ms chang really wants us 2 b perfect, she wld b asking us to b saints n b like vegetarians everyday... then we wld bcome herbivores... fine. that seems very mean. but like she made me miss recess n i had mild gastrics??? what an UNDERSTANDING school... with CARING teachers... yea rite... so CARING that they give fruit baskets to our neighbours. i was laughing away... like mdm mak hopes they wld give us thank you cards, n i was like "thank you cards for the fruit baskets...". anyway, i shant waste my breathe ranting on n on, coz i would lose my life if any teacher actually finds this. ok, gdbye n i hope someone wld give the alchemist to ms chang.

5:41 PM

Saturday, January 08, 2005

heyo! anyway, let me talk abt yesterday since i was too tired 2 think throughout the whole day. i was half brain dead yesterday that i did so many suicidal things such as attempting to read during the class elections. i nearly got caught... our dearest form teacher went "what are YOU doing" *glares* when i had innocently just taken out my storybk from my bag and opened it to the first page. darn... i thought that she, as our lang arts teacher, wld rather i do some reading than just stare into space or stare at the bunsen burners in the sci lab n at mrs wong-tan poh yee. but i was very unfortunately wrong n nearly got killed. as usual, i was sabotaged. m i that nice to sabotage??? i m now the bloody geog rep when my geog is like KNS? dun get me 2 say those 3 words... i nearly got thrown outta the class on the first day coz i said it in front of our dear lang arts teacher. i got glared at again of course... congrats to eun, u r mon again. haha... after that was the bloody diagnostic test, of which i wrote suicidal stuff n didnt bother to change it. plz everyone, come to my funeral. as i said, i was half brain dead n i m now 3/4 brain dead due to cca yesterday. dead-tired... then was recess. i was too lazy to queue, so got xr 2 buy a pkt of mamee monster... was science after that. i half listened to ms lye... i was too tired. but it was sorta ok... i was writing a letter to my mortal. i heard a little abt carbon being the backbone for almost everything or something... then the trophic levels thing. i DO pay attention ok... dance. was perverse as sars said it. i got picked on for the bloody dance thingy n i went like "wah sai" n the whole class was cheering away. gloat all you want. like i didnt bother 2 do it well at all. was lunch. drank a can of H20. lolx. then was integ maths. half or rather 3/4 of the class was sleeping. i was writing more to my mortal. in the end, i wrote 3 pgs or so 2 her... poor mortal's gonna suffer everytime there's maths. like i cld do all the ques although i slept through the explaination part... what is the world coming 2??? cca. b4 that, xr dragged me with her 2 1/3, coz she wanted to c her juniors. we saw them still having lessons, n xr bet that it must b mrs wong. but it turned out 2 b mrs claudine tan, n mrs tan is xr's dear cca tcher, so xr was like "forget it, i have lost my appetite" n i was laughing away. she pinched me as usual. then we went to the comp lab n i left for cca. feng nian ji was better already n i just discovered that we never finished king kong. NEVER. we always play till it's 3/4 done, then we go to fengnianji. so weird rite? nvm... then we had a short break n we went off at abt 6.10. chatted with faus for a while, then realised i was late n got nagged at by my mom. haha. anyway, gtg now. bb!

2:35 PM

Thursday, January 06, 2005

anyway, i m dead tired now. had cca till 6. like they did the new song fengnianji or something... as u all know, my chinese isnt exactly perfect... and i cldnt really catch up but for sight reading, it was pretty gd. ok... it isnt gd, but it's like my first time. lolx. n mrs ee was pretty satisfied with our section for king kong(xing kong, our syf piece). i havent touched it for more than a month n she was satisfied... ok.... we were supposed to do the damned diagnostic test today n mrs ng said something abt grouping pple according 2 their interests, just like what i briefly thought n found impossible. it's like unless she puts 2 or 3 totally diff people or the very alike people. n i was thinking she shld put xr n i 2gether, since we like writing poems... n that is like totally impossible??? cows would fly to the moon if it happens... *hints what cow is in chinese*. ok, i m being very mean. but as xr said, innocent doesnt fit me. n i told her that innocent fits her like an onion and chocolate ice cream, n she was like huh? i took that from american idol... haha. anyway, we were supposed to get the journal n add some crap in it, then i was thinking that the first thing i wld do wld b what xr wld do. write an eulogy n a will... n mayb a list of what to do with my teddy bear n stuff. ok, i m being sarcastic. anyway, the 2nd page wld b on how mrs ng shld throw herself outta the classrm for speaking mandarin during language arts. quotes, "if u speak mandarin in my lesson, i wld throw u out of the classrm n u can peek in from the windows." lolx. anyway, how can a teacher throw herself out? it's sadly impossible... and i wont attempt such suicide coz i still wld like to live although i wish i cld get outta some stuff like cca... class com elections tml. i just wish everything wld remain the same as last yr. wonder who will b in there though. bet mrs ng wont allow the same pple no matter how much we protest. as sales pple r taught, we r also taught that not only customers are always right(sales), teachers r forever right. like in p6 i kept correcting my teacher coz she exasperated me by giving so many wrong facts n in the end, i only got picked on more often. n like i m alreadi being picked on enough in this sch... more wont help. like what i came up with, 善有恶报, 恶有善报。so the world teaches us that we shld b evil. lolx. anyway, gtg alreadi. cya tml, bb!

8:04 PM

Monday, January 03, 2005

Hi! It's ITE lesson now... and i m updating coz mr yam allowed us to do whatever we want... let's talk about the wonderful first day of school... in the morning, we were all at a lost of where to stand for assembly, so in the end, we just stood where ever we thought was right... and mrs ng just mindlessly followed us... anyway, the first part of the day was taken up by spring cleaning and the usual rantings from our form teacher during our student-form teacher interaction... Xr as like 'kns' and i was like, 'kan na sai'? Then mrs ng was staring at me, so i had to run back. I was actually copying down the schedule for today infront, next to xr as I am short-sighted. then, we had recess. the school now gives us two recesses, but we end school later... and literature and english has merged into language arts, and we still have the same teachers except for chinese, maths, geography and history. as we know, mr wong and niu lao shi have gone off, and ms yeo went to the upper sec. for geography i am not very sure, but i guess mrs tan is teaching the sec 1s. anyway, mrs ng was nagging at us for being so like uptight to get into the IP program. then was the first recess. i went to the library with xinrong... after that was PCCG, which i slept in except the part when we had to discuss about the virtues of something, which mr tan talked about in some briefing in the morning. i forgot what they were, but luckily the rest of the class remembered. i only knew there was responsibility, as that was the one mr tan emphasised the most i think... i got so bored i just sort of lay on the table, and mrs ng was staring at me, so i decided to "get up". but my brain was snoring away, happily running around in dreamland... she said something about doing TKAM, of which i thought was guessing. then it turned out to be mockingbird. and we are having a class journal as well. i didnt think it would work out, but well... just kept my mouth tightly shut. it will be popular at first, but it's a novelty and will just wear off after sometime. anyway, as xinrong said, it is just another case of vying for popularity. when mrs ng said about what we were gonna do about it, i was thinking "tear out the pages and do origami". and when eun voiced out about the pessimistic view of hers that was the same as mine, meaning that it wld wear off, mrs ng was like "dont be so pessimistic... if you think things would work out that way, it would." and i was thinking "that's not pessimistic, that's the truth." i mean what else besides personal attacks would there be in the journal? then people would get so offended and like a war would break out again. i am not saying people in class are petty, but it's always like this when personal attacks are made. anyway, shant type anymore. shall go look at macromedia flash notes. ok, bye!

1:23 PM