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The author is a paranoid, deranged and cynical misanthrope who records snippets of her life so that she will remember them when she grows old and withered. The identities of any names or initials on this blog are based on the assumptions of the reader unless otherwise specified, and the author claims no responsibility for them.
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The author somehow got into medical school. Yes, you of the general public, shudder and fear the wrath of an inept doctor.
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yay! i passed my chinese... lolx. but i think i wld fail my maths... arrgh. n now my mum is scolding me for comparing myself with the people who are weaker at chinese... and she always does it, meaning she wants me to think i m stupid. but i think there is no need; i AM stupid. i suck. ok... i think this sounds as crappy as what i say, but i really am STUPID. retarded even... we read the OM measurements wrongly, n we have to redo the whole thing. all because i m stupid and didnt read carefully, thus i said the wrong measurement. my brain's really useless... anyway, shall stop talking at such crap, but i know my parents will def say i m stupid again today. they say it everyday, n i wanna tell them i know it alreadi. what's new... i m retarded, while my brother is Godly. yeah rite... gothic rather. but he's smarter than me at least... as i already said, i m stupid. during chi, we got back our tests n i was rather happy... but now, i really think i did rather badly coz *fill in the blank yourself*. i was rather happy until lang arts, when i got sorta bored n my thoughts started to wander, causing all this "i m stupid" things. then mrs ng was saying that she needed alot of space on the bus during LSC, n i was like "chuck her on top of the bus". n when she said she was an introvert, i was like "i m a pervert". lolx. PE. sorta injured myself again... right ankle n left knee. i m so stupid... i cant even play netball well. but i liked the run alot... i finally felt rather free, coz i was tired that all i wanted to do was take in as much oxygen as possible, thus banishing all the depressive thoughts from my mind. but they came back after all... sigh. recess was rather nice. ms chang was saying that our scores were so lousy as we were all abt the same, n i was like "isnt that gd? we r so united we even progress as a class...". then xr was saying that we shld take turns to score... n after that, she was telling me abt the song in harry potter, the one abt "weasly cannot save a thing, he cant block a single ring. that's why all the slytherins like to sing, weasly weasly is our king." n as she was eating, i thought she was saying "ms lee cannot save a thing,....." n she proclaimed i was mean after that. ok... mayb i m so stupid i cant tell the diff between ms lee n weasly. but i thought it was rather funny... class contact time. we talked abt class-t... i was rather agitated, n shouted a chorus of "good Lord, good grief n good God!". i think mrs ng was staring at me as though i was crazy, n having a sanctimonious smile spread on her face. n when the class said lime green, i was like GOOOOOD LOOORRRD! n said we wld look like sick dogs... someone said pink after that, n i was like thinking that if they added pink spots, we wld really look like sick dogs... we had mass dance after all. what a pity... when it finally ended with the melodious bell chiming away, i was shouting alleuia(sp?) at the top of my voice. it was followed by a chorus of alleuia sung by an insane me. lunch was spent trying to find our OM ques in charge, mrs yeo. we wanted to ask her abt the tester. ITE. finished my assignments! yay... lolx. anyway, shall go off feeling more stupid for writing nothing except I M SO STUPID. whatever... bye! *reader goes off singing a chorus of alleuia n gd riddance*
4:36 PM
Sunday, February 27, 2005
ok. i have been rather depressed these few days, as some people already know. so i havent been updating, for fear that our sch teachers wld get so worried and get me a counsellor(sp?). well.. i wrote a poem, but shant put it up here in case xr accuses me of copying another of her poems, which i DEFINITELY havent. but she said i copied one of her poems on FANFICTION the last time, n it's like i nvr knew people put original poems on fanfic... so it's like nvm... i will just acknowledge her for the sake of avoiding more unecessary quarrels. stressed up abt OM. xr n i met up on sat to complete our part of the structure... really proud of it. wore slippers to sch, n ms sabrina saw me, but didnt care... so did mr macintosh n some CL teacher. on friday after sch, we made our way down to Fook Hai which was at Chinatown to buy our materials, n nearly ended up getting appendicitis after rushing back to school for debates competition. we were sitting outside the audi, stuffing food down our gullets n i was like damn... coz i m not one who eats damn fast... so it's like yeah... we lost all the debates... rather sad, though i didnt watch all coz i was sorta sick n had a really bad headache. we did that learning style thing on friday, n i found it totally ludicrous. it's like i got a 0 for concrete sequential. does that mean that i m destined to fail my maths n science for the rest of my life? n like in the end, i got a concrete random, but found it impossible since i got 0 for concrete sequential... checked the whole damned thing again n realised i goofed out at ques 8, as i expected i did, coz i was having a headache again n had taken a panadol rite b4 the thing. so in the end, it was 0 and 10 for the rest, coz at the start, it was 9 for abstract sequential, 10 for abstract random n 11 for concrete random... seriously, i was rather glad that i was not concrete sequential... i cant imagine myself wearing thick glasses n poring over the txtbks day after day. so it prob means that the teachers cant scold me for not handing in my work on time... coz i m not a concrete sequential person. haha... like real. anyway, i gtg already. gdbye!
7:45 PM
Saturday, February 19, 2005
i went to get my shou ce today, and cldnt find it at popular. in the end, i asked the person, n guess what? our shou ce's being studied by pre-school people! how nice... it was under PRE-SCHOOL. n i was like uh... yeah. shall talk abt yesterday. mrs ng didnt come again, n i dunno whether to be happy or sad, but i was really bored, n started doing word search while a riot was going on in class. ms lye finally came back! haha... i wasnt listening though. dance. lao shi separated us into modern and chinese dance for dance fest. unfortunately, i aint with xr, who's DELIGHTED to be in chinese dance. laoshi also made us do some "holding/looking at a butterfly" thing. n i was tempted to place my hands cupped. why? coz i wld have grabbed the pesticide and sprayed it to death, then picked it up to admire my handiwork. xr was like *smack* n lao shi was like "ni zai da wen zi ah?(are u beating mosquitoes?) and she said we had to b more gentle... i m surprised that she didnt add that we had to be gentle to be RESPECTED MEMBERS OF THE SOCIETY. then she talked abt catching a fish n xr was imitating holding a rod. lolx. after the lesson, we discussed and came up with the fact that we shld b acting like we are holding a phone coz we gotta call the pest busters. lolx. laoshi wld faint if she ever saw this... but i mean, isnt that creativity? no one else thought abt it... integ maths. for some reason, ms lee kept staring at me. ok... i was sorta freaked out. didnt listen either... for some reason, i was really restless. anyway, mrs ng's gonna faint when she sees my journal. wont tell you why though, in case she actually comes here, which i dont think she wld as it is too CHILDISH n PUERILE and it's just a waste of her intelligence to read my entries. so i will stop being so CHILDISH n PUERILE and go off.
7:46 PM
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
as u can all see from my msn nick, my brain has kindly decided to rest in peace today. may God bless it. lolx. had no lang arts today! nt that i m gay(this has no more meaning than happy) or something, but it's a gd break from that sub anyway. n we missed half of chinese coz of photo-taking. i wld rather have chinese in fact... we were just being bbq-ed at the field. like peirong was very depressed coz mrs ng made her stand in front of mel. she thought she was taller than mel, but haha... too bad. she was like nooo.... haha. we didnt have science prac coz like ms lye was on a course and this teacher stood in for her. she just graduated from RJC... mrs ng wld be delighted... i lost my appetite for recess after all those disgusting pictures. was drama after that. hehe... was so fun. when we did that walk-to-the-corner thing, shiru told me afterwards that i nearly crashed into mr tang coz i turned n walked the wrong way. *laughs sheepishly* i cld feel like someone was shifting away from me, so i turned away. arrgh. so embarrassed. art was next. i thought that mrs teo was sorta unreasonable.. i mean like some people DO PUT IN EFFORT into their art work but just that their drawings are plain ugly(aka me). yeps. she scolded xr's grp after that n scolded sars as well. i think mrs teo is sorta freaky. when she's in a gd mood, she's very nice but when she's in a bad mood... nvm. during lunch, the teachers had some CNY lunch at the boarding school. and the lion dancers came to our class. lolx. felicia practically screeched into my ear n i was partially deaf for a few minutes... haha. we missed maths coz the teachers were at the lunch. also got our rosa parks essay back... i wrote the sentence "it's just bullshit!" and mrs ng was like "words of a lady?" lolx... and people, PLEASE STOP ASKING ME WHEN THE GEOG TEST IS! I M NOT GOD. IT'S A SURPRISE TEST, AS SHE ALREADY SAID. i m pissed with so many people asking me this. urrgh. anyway, after school, i was telling xr abt how the photo shoot reminded me of those execution kinda thing. like they get the executors to hold the guns, then like 1,2,3, FIRE, then the first line collapses. lolx... yimin went to ask ms koh for our history assignments as well. i m sorta pleased with my marks... lolx. was pleased with my lang arts marks as well. but it aint that high.. my expectations r really low. as long as i pass, i m satisfied... i dont think there's a geog test tml coz like 2/9 had geog on monday, n they didnt have any test. guess she will go through our assignments or something. dunno... but i think we shld just study in case like yeah... so shall go study now. cya!
9:06 PM
Saturday, February 12, 2005
shall update now. just came back from project work with xr... we were finishing up the skit. yeps. we were supposed to hand it in to mdm toh on mon, but she wasnt in the staffrm n she wanted us to give it to her personally, so we didnt hand it in... something really interesting happened today. like xr n i were going to tang's plaza to get some snacks coz i wanted to buy some otah, but turned out that the stall was closed, so she bought a siew mai n i bought some tu-tu kueh. we were waiting for the tu-tu kueh n when we were done, we went off n guess who we saw? MDM MAK! i didnt c her at first, but xr was like *nudge nudge* n like i innocently turned arnd and saw her... we were both stunned, then we bowed n she sorta nodded back. xr is currently blaming it on me coz i wanted to buy the snacks... urrgh. n she's frightened that mdm mak wld announce it to the whole sch on mon... haha. stupid rite? lolx. she was wearing a black blouse and jeans skirt. it really must be MAKTUB that we saw her... lolx. n coz of that, we both ended up paranoid that we wld c more sch teachers. lolx. we were doing our project outside the orchard popular when this guy claiming to be collecting money for some kids came up to ask us for donations. $5 for some rose kinda thing. he didnt say which organisation he was from, didnt show any coupons or stuff as well. n when xr asked if we cld give less than $5, he just said nvm n went off. must be some bogus guy. n we were like "if we see him again, wewld ask him which organisation he is from." lolx. anyway, going to play some online jigsaw already. gdbye!
6:07 PM
Friday, February 11, 2005
it's supposed to be a HOLIDAY now. and what does holiday mean? A day of exemption from labor; a day of amusement and gayety; a festival day. yeah rite... i got that off some online dictionary. but i think it shld b a day of labor, a day of assesments and insanity. homework and tests are gonna drive me nuts soon. i m really scared of geog test... it's always a surprise test n if i fail, like it wld be really humiliating... the GEOG REP FAILED! it wld be headlines man... i just hate it. why the hell did you all wanna sabotage me? there are like tons of better people out there... i suck at geog n like i m the GEOG REP?! sigh... really tired. was telling this jnr called nicole from IJ(tp) in 1/5 at the moment last nite that mrs ng wld blast my eardrums on monday. i havent raised a SINGLE CENT for the school. i tried to tell my parents that we had to donate $150, n i nearly died of a cardiac arrest. they were like "*shouts* 150 dollars?! your school think we all so rich AH... they want, they go get the money themselves LAR!" n they started rattling abt how people wrote into the press to complain. mayb they wld write in one day n like mdm mak wld kill me. great. so i will pass up an empty card with nothing but maybe $10 and like get a big scolding. n land up in the hospital. WONDERFUL. at least i can skip PE and mass dance... how OPTIMISTIC i m... whatever. anyway, i gtg already. happy cny again!
3:04 PM
Monday, February 07, 2005
today was sorta fun... mrs ng came late AGAIN. lolx... and gd news. NO MORE BORING CHINESE CULTURE LESSONS! i know i am being very mean, but i AM always mean. *smirks* science was pretty boring. was talking to bernice and jac. then chi. i was sorta pissed coz both bernice n jac didnt bring their stuff, meaning i had to loan them. sigh... whatever. i was so enthusiastic abt PE. was like 10 more mins to PE, 5 more mins, 2 more mins, PEeee! ok... i sound like a perfect maniac. but i looked forward to PE coz like my words were so ugly n thus i was sorta depressed... lolx. n i was kicking a rock with faus coz we were the earliest n were bored stiff. then ms chang came, n was looking sorta disdainfully at the both of us. then she was sorta lecturing us for taking helluva long time to settle down, n she demo-ed tickling each other on me. it was more like jabbing. lolx. then i had to lead the run. luckily it was only one round or the rest would have died. sars was complaining that i ran too fast. haha. jiamin did the warm ups. ms chang also forgot that there were supposed to b 2 people doing the run but well... did the peanut butter thing. n some other drills. then ms chang was saying that our grp was gd n blah... n i was like yeah rite... lolx. how flattering... then she said i was gd n i was like rolls eyes... i also did bunny ears on her. haha... i m MEAN. then xr n i were abt to go back to class when we saw mrs ng walking from the other side of the school. i was like uh... then we went up the stairs n i heard the door slam. xr was worried that she may still b out there, but i was like "the door just slammed so she must have gone in already." but she was somehow "skulking" at the benches outside the staffroom n i was like damn... then she called xinrong n asked her what lesson was next or something... i was trying to open my drink n just managed to, so i was rather grateful that she didnt call me. lolx. class contact time. i was sorta insane. peirong n jac were like doing the bao qing tian thing when mrs ng came in n i was like laugh, laugh and laugh somemore. lolx. i went insane, n i was praying for my sanity to come back at the end of the lesson. mass dance. for the first time, i sorta did the warm ups PROPERLY, but didnt KNOW how to do nanzhongquan. didnt wanna turn around coz xr n i were standing rite at the back, n mrs ng was sitting directly behind me. urrgh. when they were taking attendance, xr n i realised that mrs ng was missing, n xr was like "yeah. we have an absentee. our form teacher." lolx... lunch. went to ask mrs chan abt geog wshts, n it was due TODAY. so i asked for an extension, n thought the class wld be sorta pissed coz it's due TOMORROW. but they were VERY THANKFUL coz some of them DIDNT EVEN KNOW there was a geog wsht to be done. lolx. dance. lao shi talked abt mrs ng for awhile, abt how she tot mrs ng was pretty. ok... some people were like uh.. then at first, we sorta imitated lao shi about how she was late like "老师早安， 老师迟到， 老师开会。" then lao shi was like mock fainted, n i was like "老师死掉" then she was like *throw keys at me* but she didnt hit me coz her arm strength isnt gd enough. she shld go take PE lessons with ms chang. then she was like ask me to return keys n she wanted to hit me. then i was like dont go, what can u do kinda thing n pui spanked me. then i turned arnd, n fel spanked me. n the whole class laughed. yeah rite... anyway, gtg do geog before mrs chan screams at her GEOG REP for not doing THE ASSIGNMENT. haha... bye!
5:10 PM
Friday, February 04, 2005
had no chinese today! assembly was sorta cool... ms yeo sang a chinese song! lolx... then it's like 积极筹款， 人人有责. xr was like 积极筹款， 人人破产. then my 对联 to that is 不要筹款， 没人破产. lolx... i just thought of one, that goes with what mrs ng said. 老师筹款， 学生不管. lolx... i was sorta tired and sarcastic the whole day... was sorta pissed with what mrs ng said... like after CNY, our relatives/family would be broke... who would have the money to donate a 150 bucks? we all know she's rich, but that doesnt mean that we are rich as well... and like some of us are paying our as*es off for our sch fees already... sigh. i m damn tired now, so dont blame me if some stuff really piss u off. we had our timed trial, n my blister was hurting like crazy coz i had to write(duh), thus i had to press it against my pen. the compre was sorta ok... but my last ques was sorta diff from the rest. arrgh. who cares... halfway, i took out a plaster from my wallet n put it on the blister, and i just looked up after that and mrs ng was smiling smugly at me. she tried alot of time to c my ans, but only succeeded once. too bad... i hate people who pore over my work when i am doing. makes me rather claustrophobic. so it's like she sorta started walking over to my side rather often... sorta irritated, so like made the "i-m-having-a-hard-time-doing-it" kinda thing so that she wont think i finished the thing and look through it. it worked. anyway, like i always do that to stop her from looking. haha... and it ALWAYS works. so just telling u all to do it if she really pisses u off for poring over your work. haha... recess. didnt do much... when i came back, i sorta knocked into the 2/2 and our class' decos. the strips of paper... they were so low... started laughing and feeling claustrophobic. lolx... during sci, the bloody thing blocked my view of the ppt... was sorta pissed. i was sorta irritable 2dae... n like well... dance. luckily i didnt say i cld still rmb the ballet positions... though i can. i was like phew... lolx. lunch. nothing much was well. halfway through sci, one of the strips dropped down n nearly hit xr, sars n irene... it was sorta funny. maths. was pretty ok... finally got some peace and quiet. lolx. i popped my blister, n blood and water started flowing out... i know it's disgusting, but well... after sch, went to look for mrs ng to dump her our CAP portfolios n ask her to help us with our OM rap. but she said that it was outside assistance, so she cldnt help us. xr n i were too cowardly to call her out, so we got lu theng to help us. but lu theng got sorta made fun of by ms choo... for some reason, mrs ng started talking abt lang arts to us. wanted to tell her some stuff, but well... there was a teacher with some sorta white shoes who walked past, n mrs ng was like "look at those powerful shoes, i want one too." then i was like uh... the whole time, i was like doing the "i-got-a-headache" look to avoid her intimidating stare... but she called me socially inapt, so i was like ok... n tried to look at her. didnt succeed. she was sitting directly infront of me, so it's sorta freaky... then ms choo walked past, n mrs ng again told us off for making lu theng get told off. lolx. she said that lu theng asked if she could LOOK for mrs ng, n ms choo was like "yeah, she's under the table, go look for her." lolx... then we went off for a while to get our stuff, then went to the benches outside the staffroom to do our OM. we apologised to lutheng, n xr suggested that lutheng shld have barged in. haha... we were half sitting and half lying on the bench, as we were really fustrated that we cldnt get any inspiration. in the end, xr saw a cleaner's trolly with 12 rolls of toilet paper, so our story wld b from the perspective of a toilet roll. that's how despo we are. got my court shoes. they are darn high... and sorta tight. sucks... anyway, i m gonna wear a sorta white shirt with a few red strips. it's RED strips, so they cant say anything. but i seriously hope that the ink wont get on my shirt. i will prob use my calligraphy pen. it's a pen, but is sorta like a brush. cheat a little... lolx. anyway, gtg already. cya!
6:23 PM
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
more irony was spouted during lang arts. it's like the NZQ thing. anyone who isnt blind and has half a brain can jolly well c that i dont/cant even do the NZQ. btw, i DONT want to do it. but i DONT have a choice. i got sorta told off for not doing it during last wk's mass dance, n like can i not do it? yeah rite... and guess who told me off? our dearest lang arts teacher... ironic rite? chi was quite ok... but i was sorta tired. then as i already said, lang arts. n i think she was picking on me again, as i had to start the seating arrangement thing off. lolx... who care anyway? i was still tired... recess, then geog. luckily mrs chan didnt call for her GEOG REP... monsoon winds are really scary. not the real ones, the topic. lolx. science was pretty ok, just that i cldnt really concentrate. lunch, then assembly. saw our class hamper outside the GO. it's so beautiful! i m not being sarcastic, but it really stood out. well done peeps! assembly. mrs ng was sorta late, so she squeezed in the row opposite me, but it was one row infront. then for the school song, i didnt sing it, so i cld sorta feel that she was staring at me, so i just mouthed the words. i dont even know what they r, so well... SCO was performing. b4 assembly, xr n i nearly slammed into kuo lao shi, but stopped in time. he was conducting. shiru was sorta crazy... fel answered a ques, n got a present. haha. then mrs ng was sorta staring at our class throughout the whole thing. the percussion thing was sorta interesting... n our class got told us alot of times for talking. urrgh. they played laing xiao and sai ma! when kuo lao shi said sai ma, i was like *groan...* then shiru was gloating over me. urrgh. after that, talked to pui n jy abt the performance. mrs ng was right beside me, but i didnt care. lolx. i started singing fengnianji with pui, n she was right there. who cares? lolx... i m sorta crazy. saw ms yeo in the canteen. then went to the lib. anyway, gtg already. CME portfolio... but remembered that my CME bk is in school. arrgh. nvm... shall go do OM. cya!
10:11 AM
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
shall update. anyway, was sorta thinking abt what mrs ng said yesterday. thought some of it was rather ironic. she said abt our sch being a SAP school, n i was thinking more like a SAD school. i know that joke's kinda old, but well... anyway, let's talk abt 2dae. my stomach muscles n thighs were sorta aching... not from PE but well... nvm. wont say... then mrs ng came VERY LATE and she didnt even come for assembly. saw her walk pass our class during chi culture by that wang lao shi. she was wearing HOT PINK. i was sorta gaping away, but remembered that lao shi was behind me, so well... then the wang lao shi was asking the subject reps to ans her ques, but i was spared... i was like phew... next was sci prac. i sorta get the dilution thing. was rather satisfied with myself. then wanted to ask mrs ng something abt our CAP portfolios, but she was talking to someone already. found our lang arts w/s in her pigeon hole. somehow, they miraculously ended up there. yay! had drama. mr tang asked us to do some jap sitting stuff, n my legs sorta got numb... then the arching thing, he was like asking the class to c how jac n i did it.. i was sorta embarrassed... art was next. i was sorta pissed with irene n jy. this morning, i asked them if they had done the art, n they said yes, they were gonna colour it during recess. then during art, i realised that they only drew a really small one, which was surely unacceptable. then mrs teo was so pissed with our grp, n i m INNOCENT. i did the bloody draft last wk, n jy n irene r supposed to do the final thing as we already discussed, n i was supposed, note SUPPOSED, to be spared the pains of drawing the final design as my art is so WONDERFUL. yeah rite.. then we got a scolding, n for telling mrs teo that it was just too small, i got scolded for staring at the paper. jy was drawing the dumb cat, so what cld irene n i do? hold her hand? i mean, hello?! pls b more reasonable! what the hell... so that was WONDERFUL art class... that i was ruthlessly maligned... darn. lunch. i ate mamee monster and jelly. forced the jelly down after xr's incessant nagging.. but she still said it was not enough. i was about to puke already. went to ask mrs ng abt the CAP stuff, n told her abt the lang arts w/s. she was sorta surprised, but after that, i realised i shouldnt have done it because 1: it wld b confessing that i rummaged through her pigeon hole 2: i wld become a prime suspect for pinching the whole lot of w/s away. maths. was quite ok, esp the self-assessment thing. i wrote that i was successful, bored, confused, relaxed n alot of crap... n peirong n sera were like "how can u feel successful n bored at the same time?" then i was like uh... i just dumped in crap. after sch, had cca. went to the comp lab to try n squash my CAP portfolio n xr's portfolio into mrs ng's inbox, but xr told me later that it was full... so we have to print it out. we cant save the trees... lolx. rather save our money. cca was only the lower secs, meaning only sec 2s n a sec 1. i was sorta hyper today. was joking with the sec 1, but she seemed really intimidated by us... then the teacher said i was consistant n i was like uh... i also said jy was like the ladies of maycomb, n i really mean it. stayed until abt 7 in sch, coz dad cldnt fetch me earlier n didnt allow me to go home myself. urrgh. so the side gate was locked already, n i was sorta bored. anyway, gtg already. bb!
8:53 PM